Friday, June 29, 2007

General Attributes of Islam - PART II

This Attached Khutba describes the general characteristics of Islam.




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Friday, June 22, 2007

Sincere Repentence - PART II

This Attached Khutba describes how one can make a sincere Tawbah.




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Sincere Repentence - PART I

This Attached Khutba describes how one can make a sincere Tawbah




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General Attributes of Islam - PART I

This Attached Khutba describes the general characteristics of Islam.




As usual, your comments are more than welcome

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Should I Keep Remembering My Sins?

That is a very typical question for those who repent. Should I remember my sins and keep recalling them? Should I just more forward and forget about them? What is the best thing to do?

Scholars of the heart disagreed on that. Some said that remembering the sins is very useful in maintaining repentance while others said that it does not. The nicest opinion I read is the one of Ibm al-Qaiyem's. He said that the answer varies from a person to another and from a situation to another. If remembering the sin is going to produce a feeling of humlity before Allah and a sense of regret, then it is better for you to keep remembering your sins all the time. But sometimes, being in a state of obedience generates a strong set of emotion of loving Allah, relying on him, feeling his company, etc. feelings that will not stay as beautiful if you keep remembering your sins and your history of disobedience.

I personally will keep remembering my mistakes and sins to maintain my repentance and I will completely forget about them only when I develop these beautiful feelings, something I long for. Ya Rabb

Thursday, June 14, 2007

An Introduction to MAS - Part I

This is a session I shared with some of my brothers and sisters as an effort of introducing MAS to our community. I ask Allah to make it beneficial to those who hear it. Your comments are, as usual, welcomed.





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Monday, June 04, 2007

A sin better than an act of obedience?

I understand very well what Shaikh Ibn Atta2 Allah meant when he said, "A sin that causes humility is perhaps better than an act of obedience that causes arrogance and pride." It might appear that the Shaikh is saying something wrong by preferring a sin over an act of obedience. However, we should understand that this statement should be considered after the action not before. What difference does it make? A huge difference. Before pursuing any action, one should evaluate the action on the basis whether it gets him closer to Allah or otehrwise abstain. The Shaikh's statement is actually something you would think of after the deed. Here is how we should think about it.
  • The good thing about doing a good deed is that it increases our Iman. It get us closer to Allah. Allah wants us to obey him and get closer to him. However, we must know that all these good deeds and acts of obedience are 'our best' and by no mean we can satisfy Allah's rights upon us. Therefore, it makes no sense to feel proud or arrogent about what we do. We tend to feel that we are something and/or we did something great that no one else can do when we do an act of obedience to Allah. We might hide this feeling but most of the time it shows in our actions and in our interaction with others. Talking about our good deeds for no reason but to brag, looking down to others who do not do as much as we do, and thinking that we are doing Allah and Islam a favor by doing what we are doing are verily very bad sins. These sins will get us farther from Allah and would outweigh the reward of the original deed. Ibn Ataa2 is not telling you not to do the good deed in the first place. Rather his only objective is to warn us from these bad feelings that come to our hearts after the deed. So, be careful!
  • On the other hand, sins take us away from Allah, diminish our Iman, and harden our hearts and cover them with rust. However, following the sin with a sincere tawabah (repentence) with all what it entails from regret and humility reverses the effect. "The one who repents is the beloved of al-Rahman." The prophet said. "Humility is the spirit of Salah." He declared. As a matter of fact, one of the ultimate form of obedience and worship is to create those heart deeds mentioned here. One of the doors to Allah is the door of humility before him. If your sins make you know how insignificant you are compared to His Glory and how disobedient compared to His Favors, then you will hasten to repentence and come back to the straight path with a heart of a better believer. Again, the Shaikh never suggested doing sins for that purpose. He only portrayed the picture of the believer's heart after commiting a mistake. This picture he drew is what makes the sin works to your favor and it would become a step closer to Allah.

I went through an experience in the past few days and I can tell that my heart aquired a lot of Iman because of a mistake I did, an amount of Iman that was never achieved by any of my good deeds I claimed doing in the past.

May Allah protect us from doing any sins and mistakes. May he allow us to fill our record of good deeds. I also ask him to follow our deeds good or bad with the due humility and repentence. Amin!